Depression, but powering through

Today has been exhausting.

I woke up in a bad mood. I was so tired from the late morning, but at the same time, it was worth it.

Went to a friend's house at one in the morning and played Cards Against Humanity until 3am. My friend, her husband, her brother and I watched silly YouTube videos until 4am, but I didn't get tp bed until 6. Then, I was woken up at 1:30pm, Had to help mom get the house ready for when dad came home, and all I wanted to do was lay down. The past week, I've been so depressed and so lackluster, I haven't wanted to do anything, but sleep.

YouTube has helped a little bit. Been heavily into Vanossgaming, He's a YouTube genius.

I've also been talking to my lovely sweetheart Melody. There are days that I just.. feel so much better after I talk to her. Even though she has health problems, she sees the world through different eyes and it makes me smile because her visions are so close to my own. I love her to death, and I couldn't imagine my life without her in it. I cannot wait to meet her someday and just be close to her. I don't think I've ever wanted something more in my life. I think, aside from being born to my parents, and having these wonderful friends, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me ^__^

Mel, if you see this, I love you so much. <3

Time to find a scary game and start recording. Oh god... I"M SCARED!! XD