It's been a hectic few days.
Whether this gets a +1 or not, I have to vent.
The other night, our cat was killed in front of our house, and the bastard who did it drove off. No note, no knock, no apology. Just hit him and took off. Left us to find the body and a pool of blood.
What the fuck is wrong with people that they can't stop for two fucking seconds and let an animal pass, or honk the horn and let them get out of the way? I will never understand such cruelty and I know that when I find the person responsible, they will pay dearly for it.
My dad has taken it terribly. It was his cat, but he treats it like it was our fault. Every time we tried to keep him in, he did what he could to get out. He was wild to the very core, and even though he loved us, and we him, there was nothing we could do.
So now, we get to savor the days when he's at work, and we are safe from his anger, and then try to cater to him and hide when he gets home. I've only been able to record at night because of his arguing with mom. I hate it, but it's what I have to do.
I'm also back to fighting flareups of PGAD/PSAS. If it doesn't stop by tomorrow, I will have to contact the doctor, and see if he can't up my dosage of Ambien to make it stop. It's getting harder to fight it, and I don't want to go through the stages again.
I'm tired, but I'm also in pain so I'm staying up. I have found a small series to record in the meantime; Dungeon Nightmares. As soon as it is posted to the channel, I'll post the links here so you can go see it and enjoy it. I jumped hardcore XD I will apologize first off because the video is shitty quality, but I think it came out okay for what it was.
I also might have a rant coming on YouTube. I'm going to post it as unlisted, let a couple people watch it, and see if I should make it public. If they agree, I'll make it public and post the link.
That's all I can manage tonight.
I love you guys.
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