Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Amazing

Uploaded the video not too long ago, and even though the game wasn't scary, except for maybe one or two jumpscares, I feel accomplished. I did what I set out to do and it feels AMAZING!

YouTube has become an outlet; a place where I can be nerdy, be silly, be adorable, share my passions, and I find people who fit in right along with me! I've been able to come out of my shell and bring a little bit of the beauty I see for other people to see and experience, and it means more to me than anyone will ever know. 

My ultimate goal is to have a place where people can forget the hell they've gone through and find peace, laughs, or even comfort, because someone is doing it right along with them. And I think that, even now, if my ex were to show up, it wouldn't set me too far back. I have protection from all sides and it feels AMAZING! I know know what it feels like to be happy being alone, being happy just being myself without caring what someone else thinks. I wanted to be in this place since I was 16, and 14 years later, I've finally found it. I know I'm a better person than I ever was, so if I'm asked, "What age would you want to go back and be?" I'd say, "I'm happy right where I'm at".

And anyone reading this, please, feel free to talk, comment, vent, I'm here for you!

Let's make this community grow brightly and light the world!

Or if you'd rather just sit down, have me pat your head, and give you cake, I will be more than happy to do that. 

Whomever you are, you're amazing. Just remember that.


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