Catching Up

I haven't made a post in a while, and while that's inexcusable, allow me to explain.

In the course of time since my last post, we lost 2 cats, both to car related incidents, and one that was the sweetest boy under the gods blue sky. He was my baby's baby, and I still miss going outside to see him.

The stray, who's grand kittens we saved before, has had another litter, and we are going to make sure it's the last one. They are 6 of the cutest baby's I have ever seen. I want to do everything I can protect them, and love them, and nurture them.

I ended up in the ER from smoking weed, then again for a medication reaction, my IBS has been on high, and I recently deleted someone who wanted to act like an ass towards me.

He dated a girl for only two days before she dumped him, and he acted like it was the worlds worst thing to ever happen. Then, to everyone who tried to help him, he acted like an ass. Tried saying life wasn't worth living (I understand that many would have called the police, but he has never been suicidal, and has only ever used this as a ploy to get attention), saying how shitty his life is, how no one will ever want him, even going as far as to make a video where he called a bitch, wishing she would die, saying no one would ever want her, etc. He was also angry because his YouTube channel has been going nowhere, but he hasn't been working for it, or trying to shape it. I've done what I can to help, but at every turn, he twisted my words to where he made it seem like I insulted him, like I was being rude and not understanding. I even gave him my speech that I usually reserve for strangers, but decided to let him have it. After that, he seemed to get the idea, but then got mad because I had nothing to say about his latest rant video. I don't like rant videos. Then, he just kept going, and kept going, same shit, different day, and I finally told him that when he stopped twisting my words to support a theory that wasn't there, when he stopped throwing himself a monumental pity party, when he quit using his anxiety and depression as an excuse to treat people like shit, then I was done. I unfriended him but I haven't blocked him. I'm just going to see what happens.

So many changes, even physically that have me worrying that I'm not as good looking as I used to be, but then again, age sucks and you just have to deal with it, so deal with it I shall!

But I digress, I don't feel well so I'm going to go lay down and take a nausea pill before I vomit.

I have missed you all, and I will see you later today.