Life Update

Sorry for being absent everyone, but a lot has gone done since I last updated.

I'll start with the most recent.

That neighbor/friend isn't my friend anymore. After all she put us through with the dog, and not even saying sorry, she decided to get another dog, after telling me she wasn't going to, after promising me that after giving her cat away because she didn't want to pay to get it fixed, after what she did to Ruby, how she doesn't have money for anything. It's ridiculous. In the end, however, I feel better about my decision. I can't deal with the constant drama that comes out of that house, and the lies that they tell to my face and then act differently behind me. I'm going to focus on my channels, my blogs, and doing life how I want to, and I'm not going back anymore.

I'm writing down some plans and how much it's going to cost to make it happen. I want to make my dreams come true, and I'm going to damn well make sure it happens. I'm done doing things every one else's way. It's time to work hard and see it through.

There's been friction because dad and I are sick of the way things are here and when we try to make it better, mom jumps up and acts like every one is out to get her, and every one is making her life miserable. But if it was up to her we'd bury our heads in the sand and sleep as much as we could. We refuse to keep doing it, and dad goes back to work on Tuesday, so we're quickly running out of time. We plan to get a few things done before he goes back, but then it will be down to me to continue the fight and I won't have him as a backup. It's going to be pure hell, but whatever happens, I'm not backing down.

It's 4:40am, and I'm exhausted. I've had a migraine every day this week and I'm trying to get back off soda. Going to be a long day, but I'm ready.

Much love to all of you.